The question is at once harrowing and irrepressible: Will my child be safe today?
Answered honestly, most parents admit that despite their daily calculus, they cant know. Human systems are imperfect; what is too painful to think too often comes true.
I know anything could happen, but I choose not to think about it, Park Elementary School parent Liz Mora said. Protecting my kids and loving them every day that has to be enough.
On Dec. 14, the unthinkable happened to other peoples children.
Until 20-year-old Adam Lanza shot and killed 20 children and six women at Sandy Hook Elementary School, Newtown, Conn., was, by all accounts, an idyllic town.
Could that happen here?
No one interviewed for this story said never.
In a letter to parents after the Connecticut tragedy, Superintendent Daniel Snowberger assured parents that Durango School District 9-R collaborates closely with local law enforcement and has safety protocols to address both threats from outside and within.
But in that letter, he acknowledged that our schools are not an impenetrable fortress.
In fact, our schools are places that welcome the community and rely on visitors to make their presence known.
Even the district acknowledges that someone with motivation and an assault rifle wont be stymied by checking in at the front desk.
Some parents say it isnt our schools unsuspicious culture that leaves children susceptible to madmens sudden rage, but the ubiquity of guns and lack of laws to control them.
We need tougher laws, no assault rifles, and less easy access, said parent Erin Hamlin while walking her kids Kiara and Gavin home from Park Elementary. No guns arent dangerous.
Currently, concealed weapons, when carried by a permit holder, are allowed on school grounds but not in school buildings.
District spokeswoman Julie Popp said the policy is being reassessed.
In an email, she also wrote, Please keep in mind that students and staff are never allowed to have weapons on campus with or without a concealed weapons permit.
La Plata County Sheriff Duke Schirard said state law more or less obliges him to issue permits to anyone who has undergone remedial firearm training within the last 10 years and whose recorded history is unblemished by felonies, mental illness, a domestic violence conviction or an operative restraining order.
Colorados revised statutes add the applicant must not chronically and habitually use alcoholic beverages to the extent that the applicants normal faculties are impaired.
Schirard said he did not know how many permits hed issued.
Surprisingly, most guns used in mass shootings were obtained legally, according to an investigation by Mother Jones magazine. The report found that since 1982, there have been at least 62 mass shootings in the country.
Of the 142 guns possessed by the killers, more than three-quarters were obtained legally, the magazine reported.
There are almost 300 million privately owned firearms in America, or nearly one for every American.
According to Popp, Colorado school districts have some discretion in forbidding guns on campus. But no such luxury is afforded those running state-funded institutions of higher education.
At Fort Lewis College, spokesman Mitch Davis said a recent Colorado Supreme Court decision determined that students with concealed weapons permits cant be prevented from packing heat on campus.
The more permissive law for colleges is not supported by reality: The deadliest shooting by a single gunman in U.S. history was committed at Virginia Tech University in 2007. The shooter in that case legally obtained his weapons despite having a diagnosed mental illness.
FLC does not know how many or which of its students hold permits that enable them to legally carry guns to class or in dorms.
After speaking with our police department, Im told that the names of concealed carry permit holders is confidential under state law, Davis said in an email. Our police officers dont even have that information. ... I dont see a way to estimate the number of permit holders we have on campus.
At the University of Colorado at Boulder, spokesman Bronson Hillard said students dont have to disclose whether they hold concealed weapons permits.
Both FLC and CU emphasized that mental-health services are available to students whose behavior appears to be erratic.
Hillard also said CUs biggest lecture hall seats 500 students.